Does a person really have the choice of who they love? I have no definitive opinion about this, however, i know that you can't stop yourself from loving someone once you have fallen in love with them.
I have been in love with the same man for six years and up until ten hours ago, thought I would never love anyone else.
600 minutes ago I was in love with someone that I would never be with and a person I would never tell how I felt.
I understand saying this aloud and in this context automatically makes you pitty me, but, it is my choice and for me in this moment, it is the right choice.
The choice to never speak a word of this to the person and to be able to know that I am capable of falling in love with someone other than the man I have loved for six years is enough.
For me it is enough to know that I love someone, and that, that love is so precious to me that I would not dare utter a word about it to the person, to keep it from them is merely for my self preservation but also because we are completely incompatable.
